*Not for lack of trying, believe me.
**It's very related to the fact I haven't felt warm in two months, and still our electric bill is $250. And the landlord doesn't seem too interested in making that better.
I can definitely tell I'm getting pretty depressed. It's just two months and two days since I was let go from Watchfire. I was unemployed for roughly two months after an IT start up I joined didn't really start up in Lafayette. I definitely know where my limit is to be off work. Now, if I were off work and still making the sort of money I usually did, that might be a different story. But, as it is, things are just all around awful right now.
I'm going to try to stay dedicated to this blog, but if there is some schedule slippage, that would be the explanation. For a pretty decent description of what depression is like, Allie Brosh does a pretty good job over at Hyperbole and a Half. Now, I feel like I have a decent reason to feel like this, but the rest stands. Now I just have to wait until I break through this. I'd prefer it to be because I got hired somewhere, which is probably how it will be. Suffice to say homelife probably isn't going to do anything to uplift me.